Friday, December 16, 2005

Confessions of a stay at home mom Friday

1. I have a lot of anxiety today, for a few reasons (which I won't talk about), and want to eat to "make" it better. Knowing that won't work, I'm trying my best not to give in.

2. I'm still not ready for Christmas

3. Since child number two came around, often I have hard time staying up past 9

4. I'm looking forward to the new year, and hope it is better than this one

1 comment:

RGLHM said...

Got to you through Princess.

I'm sorry you are feeling this way. So tough. My dad had his own business and though very successful now, it was (and really still is) quite stressful. Whenever I hear the youngins say "I want my own business b/c I want to be my own boss and I don't want others to tell me what to do and I want to work when I want", I think they have no clue. No clue that they will feel and go through what you are feeling. No clue that they won't be repsonding to a boss, but rather to clients, no clue that they can't send an employee to 'take care of it'. They are boss and THEY have to take care of it or the business goes under.

BUT hang in there. You can't give up now. I totally feel your pain when you say "you just wish it would go away", but one day, this Christmas may hold sweet memories for you b/c of this experience.

GOOD LUCK and I'll pray for a miracle for you.